it's nearer to hiatus

T__________T

I don't know what to write, they finally end their promotion.

And, God give me chance to watch them for not the last time but dunno when will i see them again.

God bless me and my way to see them.

God please, please :"(

Happy Birthday, Lee Donghae♥ ♥♥ ♥!!!!

no need to copy-paste your biography from wikipedia, right?.
Everyone knows you already. The super little star, whose name is Aiden Lee.
The most awkward young man i've ever known. He's so quite yet a cry baby. How can someone with a lot of muscular cries easily? that's you donghae-ah.
Since i met you last March, it's so hard for me to not write you in possessive pronoun. You're not mine. Lol i was kinda realize it late,no matter how close you're to me, you can't be reached. So i've decided our relationship will be only fans to idol. That's what supposed to be. I'm tryin' okay?

So this is the 3rd times i celebrated your b'day. and I really mean it, really. Lol eventhough you wouldn't known it and even read it, i keep celebrating yours and writing a letter once a year. I look like an idiot, don't I? Nope, this year i'm not a babo because i'm in level where i can differentiate between idol and fans.

Lee donghae, i know you already has a girlfriend. Some says she is Yoona. And i was like grateful and speechless. Lol, you hit the jack point, dude!

Lee donghae, you should keep in your mind that your father watches you from a far, but his soul stay in yours. That's why you'll always feel so close to him. And remember you have your fans here for you. Thanks for treating us so well but don't treat us that well because we'll grow up hunting you to marry us. ok kidding.

Lee donghae, thanks for being such a great idol with a soft heart. Cry easily never mean you're weak. Nope, sometimes it's because a person's heart is too soft to be hurted. And it's definitely yours, right?

Lee donghae, please be happy living your life. I'll send my pray for you since you has given me such a light on my dark life. Seriously, if there's no you and your hyungs, i don't know what to do to heal my self.

Lee donghae, promise that you'll always smile. Act like a kid, never get old. Be yourself no matter where you at. Promise that if someday you're no longer Super Junior's Donghae, you'll be back to yourself. But i know that day wouldn't happen because you'll forever stay in SJ, right?

Lee donghae, please compose a lot of good songs, and write a lot of good words. I love your songs, i love how it becomes a cool ones. I don't know to whom you dedicate your songs to, but please, keep producing songs and lyrics. And in the future you can have a solo album which contains your song. I'm grateful if you are.

Lee donghae, i think that's all that i can write for you. Because it's nearing 00.00 kst and i'm in urge to watch Running Man lol kidding, but you can guarantee my support and ♥ for you will never last. Tee-hee, keep shining bro!!

a cry baby forever 6th years old Lee Donghae, i'm a fan of your weakness.
I promise there will be another and more celebrations for you. Please stay strong until it reaches your limit and there, your dream will be come true.

-sincerely, your number 1238904848494028482 fans-

random thing

ok long time no write :(
so sorry i haven't continued the second part of my trip, i feel like losing interest to continue it.
By the way tomorrow i have an english mid term test and here i am writing a new entry.

I just feel like i have a lot to say. If i throw these trashes on twitter, people never seem to like my always blabbering mouth.
I always feel like if i tell stories to other people, i feel like giving them another problem. So I come out with an idea of writing since Literature coming out as the 2nd rank of what should i gonna be. Mind my grammar, would you?

I only able to writer this short random thing, gonna write so many stories in the upcoming post, but i don't want to promise you, because Me, and my interest always change within a second.

Goodbye, Sleep tight.
and you, sleep really really tight, hoobae-nim.