words

 nb: gonna use gue. don't ask, i just feel like doing it! lol

minggu ini bisa dikatakan gue magically berbicara yang cukup dalam dengan orang2 yang inspiring.
Well mungkin tiap hari gue ketemu orang orang yang menginspirasi, tp orang2 yang gue talk to minggu ini tuh, emang inspiring banget :)

Gue recently memotivasi diri dengan dukungan dan bacaan dr thoughtcatalog.com. Gue seneng banget bacanya, so reality yet motivating,
Tapi kali ini, gue berhadapan dengan orang2 yang emang sudah merasakan banget life changing experience.
I can't tell you the names.

Pertama, someone told me that: ikutilah hati nurani.
Selama ini nih, gue selalu bertanya kepada org disekitar gue.
Gue cocoknya dimana, haruskah gue lanjut apa gimana.
Tapi gue lupa nanya diri gue sendiri. Lupa.
Gue sibuk nanya sana sini, tanpa bertanya duluan sama diri gue.
The conversation was really giving me impact.
Dan satu kata lainnya; nyaman.
Ngapain lo mencari yg lain kalo lo udah nyaman sama apa yang lo jalanin.
bam,pukulan mental. HAHAHAHA.

 Kedua, another inspiring woman, told me that: Semua orang pasti bisa, tapi ga semua orang punya kemauan dan eager yang besar untuk maju. Jadilah orang yang berbeda dari sudut pandang itu.
Gue selama ini minder banget. Karna gue belom achieve something big that can make my leader proud.
But when i hear this word from this amazing woman, gue sadar.
Beliau juga bilang: "Mungkin sekarang lo belom dikenal atas kehebatan lo, mungkin lo biasa biasa aja, lo ga terlihat dsb. Tapi janji sama diri sendiri, kalo suatu saat nanti, lo pasti bisa shining in your way, in the right way.
Seneng banget gue dengernya. So motivating. And My mood is boasten.

So dear, inspiring people.
Thank you for your inspiring thought and story.
Someday, I want to be like you, in ME Version.
I want to make my own history.
Yang bukan buat tittle dan dibanggain aja, tapi buat refleksi gue sendiri, dan buat orang2 yang memang butuh cerita itu.



Love,  your lil newee.
Kiki :) 
 

aiesec

this tittle means abstract to me. because i'm still the new born baby and have so many things to write on this tittle. yes, In Aiesec, i wish to write so many precious things that won't be forgotten.

...is writing message

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How to let go of your sadness?

I miss Idiots :')

YES! I joined IYLC this year. IYLC stands for Indonesia Youth Leadership Conference.

What I'm gonna write is about: IDIOTS!!!!

HA-HA-HA. I miss them already. Idiots is our Home-Group LC during IYLC 2012. And I'm idiotically elected as the LCP. HAHAHAHAHA.

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 Idiots consist of Meiska,Wilda, Hans, Fapsya, Dita, Firdha, Firda, Kiki, Kiki, Difa, Nay, Brisky, Lukyta and an idiot mentor named Ardian.
When other groups have an ubercool group name, we named ourselves Idiots. But, name is just a name. We idiotically achieved so many things such as be the 1st winner of Karnaval Party Games, 1st Winner during Ochang and Ardian's session and the best LC in OGX(GCDP&GIP) category.
 I miss idiots being idiot and smart at the same time. Wish to see you again, Idiots!!!

:) :) :)

if the good girl is the one who's always in silence, i'll be it.
it's not because i follow what people command me to, but i'm tired of everything.
having the negative mind is not my will...what will you do if everything happens and no one tell you?
that's what i've been thinking all night long and it sure costs me a lot of pain.
if i told it bluntly, then i'm not a girl. because a girls's feeling is what's pictured, not said.