Prinsip

Heloo bloggers!
I'm back wakakakakaa.

Recently I've been so busy with this stuff that stuff and another stuff.
well, it's good to be busy.
Hell yeah, when I was in SHS, i was not that busy *mind my super error gramatical*

well, one thing i currently want to do is...sharing what's on my mind rn!
well I did some research on my ownself..
then I get one question.

Do my pride is over everything?
well, I think all these times I've been making Pride as my reason, as a word to hold on.
I always think that begging,asking,moving first isn't allowed for a girl.
I've always wanted a boy to ask me first, if they want to do something that i don't like, they'll beg to me.

But then I found out in reality, there's only few of girl that did it.
It's a modern era, they said.
Girl can do the movement first, they said.
It's a trend that Girl is chasing after a boy, they said.
It's a trend that Girl should beg a boy to not leave her, they said.

But, I never did it.
I have my own principal, If they really like you; they'll chase after you, they'll beg to you, they'll hold you, they'll ask for your forgiveness, etc.

Then another one said; so what are you doing then? sitting there without any effort? even when you like someone, and you really like them, all you can do is watching, and hoping miracle to be happened?
 At that time, i said yes.
then it replied again: "if you're as pretty as SNSD's Yoona or your face is close to Zoey Deschannel's face, then you can do that."
omg. Fyeah!

but still, up till now, I keep holding on my principal.
 not knowing why.
not knowing how long I will be standing on my own principal.
Maybe after the 2nd miracle happens, later?

because the 1st miracle had happened, but it didn't last forever.